Sometimes there are days, when you need someone to be close to you so strongly, that life stops. Someone to talk with and share your feelings. However, your inner voice says "you have to be strong, you have to get over all your troubles and keep on going". Well, in general, I agree with this statement. But if you don't need anybody and nobody needs you, than what is your life for? You may even be happy, but a silver glass wall divides you from other people. Friends often tell me something like "oh, you're so warm, so bright, so strong"... and nobody knows how I really feel. Sometimes I think that my inner world is like snowstorm, cold, dark and dead. However, I know that it isn't true. I just need to let some time pass to became "strong, warm and bright".. It is just bad mood and illness. When you're ill and sad, nobody wants to keep you company, that's just natural.

The Contact

"Come on! Hurry up or we'll miss everything!" - Ray cried to his sister. Children run down the path. The warm night came and bright light of full moon lit the whole village. "Oh, relax, we have plenty of time before the midnight" - Sarah was elder and calmer than her brother - "and you know pretty well that monsters, ghosts and other demons appear only after midnight" - she thought a minute and added "if they exist, of course". "Oh, believe me, they do! I know, you're just afraid!". He was right actually, Sarah was afraid because she had never been out at night before. However she would never admit her fear. Meanwhile, children found themselves in the middle of the wonderful meadow. It was covered with clover and new grass. Children stopped in amazement, wonderful moon-lit scenery appeared in front of them. Night was still. The only sound was heard, child's breathe. "Are you sure, they will come here? " - Sarah whispered. "Yeah, don't worry. And don't be afraid. Of course, they are ugly but they make no harm. " Children waited. At last something began changing. The dark silhouette loomed in the air. Sarah would have screamed if she hadn't froze with horror. The figure became more and more material. "Wow" - Ray uttered. Children looked at the monster, monster looked at children. Nobody spoke. Bright moon shed rays down the figure. "Who are you? " - asked Sarah the monster. "Oh, don't try, it won't understand you" - Ray interrupted her. And he was right. It could never understand them. That was strange creature, it has only two legs and one head, and no fur, only short hairs at his head.. "Let's call him a human " - offered Sarah two hours later when children went home. Ray agreed.

Reality

Every day we learn something new. Every day we meet new people but only a few of these people and their knowledge really change our life. We are like filters: among the all information we get, we choose only those things which are interesting for us, those things we feel resonance with. It is natural - if a feeling is close to our soul, then it touches us. If something is important to us, we'll find links to this thing everywhere. So, our reality strongly depends on ourselves. That's why I'm completely sure that if everything goes wrong, it means that it is something wrong with you. Try to concentrate on something else, find something new and your world will be changed. And if everything goes wonderfully, then you chose right things to think. Keep on doing that, and everything will be as good as it is.